MarkJames3
13-12-11, 17:55
Hey,
So moles are my latest obsession, it has been on and off for a couple of months now.... to the point i scratched a biggish mole/skin thing and made it bleed, went to the doctors and he said he would remove it to help with my anxiety and to stop me playing with it.... i'm currently waiting the results which is a routine thing and doctors assures me he is not worried about it!
But you know how it goes, i'm still anxious the results are going to come back bad, regardless of how many times my Dr has to tell me it looks normal and he took it off for my own peace of mind.
Anyway, i'm quite a moley person and have developed lots of new moles especially in the last 2-3 years, which something in itself although i know its normal always peaks my HA when i see a new one.
So i found a tiny tiny one less than 1mm that i am convinced will get bigger and nasty! Even though it just looks like a tiny brown skin blemish.
And another one i've found looks more like a skin blemish with a tiny mole within it... its largely light brown with a small slightly darker brown bit inside it.... its prob about 2mm by 1mm in total.
So these two new moles have sent me into slight meltdown, with thoughts of going back to the doctors even though i've been recently about other moles that i've been convinced were bad and the doctor wasn't even bothered by them...
Sorry for blabbing but what im saying is... i do have a lot of moles/skin things that are not what you would say perfect looking.... some have been checked by GP and hes not worried, but every time i get a new one that doesn't look right i panic...
Should i just try and forget about them and get into my mind everything on my body isnt always going to be perfect text book shape/colour/size and tell myself they are fine, or should i give in and see a doc again!?
So moles are my latest obsession, it has been on and off for a couple of months now.... to the point i scratched a biggish mole/skin thing and made it bleed, went to the doctors and he said he would remove it to help with my anxiety and to stop me playing with it.... i'm currently waiting the results which is a routine thing and doctors assures me he is not worried about it!
But you know how it goes, i'm still anxious the results are going to come back bad, regardless of how many times my Dr has to tell me it looks normal and he took it off for my own peace of mind.
Anyway, i'm quite a moley person and have developed lots of new moles especially in the last 2-3 years, which something in itself although i know its normal always peaks my HA when i see a new one.
So i found a tiny tiny one less than 1mm that i am convinced will get bigger and nasty! Even though it just looks like a tiny brown skin blemish.
And another one i've found looks more like a skin blemish with a tiny mole within it... its largely light brown with a small slightly darker brown bit inside it.... its prob about 2mm by 1mm in total.
So these two new moles have sent me into slight meltdown, with thoughts of going back to the doctors even though i've been recently about other moles that i've been convinced were bad and the doctor wasn't even bothered by them...
Sorry for blabbing but what im saying is... i do have a lot of moles/skin things that are not what you would say perfect looking.... some have been checked by GP and hes not worried, but every time i get a new one that doesn't look right i panic...
Should i just try and forget about them and get into my mind everything on my body isnt always going to be perfect text book shape/colour/size and tell myself they are fine, or should i give in and see a doc again!?