johnevans7929
19-12-11, 02:00
a few days ago was one of the scariest things of my life. my psychiatrist said i had hypochondriac tendencies with obsessions and now ive been on citalopram (an antidepressant ssri) for about a month now. but ive been feeling better mostly, most of my side effects have gone away. but a few days ago i had been playing xbox for a while then i got up to go to the bathroom. once i was in there i dont remember too much what happened after wards. i remember i felt like really dizzy and i felt like my vision was going back and forth and i was so scared and i really wanted to call 911 i thought for sure i was dying or something. then i got up and went upstairs. i dont know how long i was in the bathroom. then i started to like come back once i got upstairs but i was still freaking out and i started getting cold sweats big time and i was shaking really hard. i seriously thought that something physical had happened until today when i considered it might have just been my anxiety. it was terrifying and i thought i was going to die. i was scared to tell anyone because my mom already thinks i worry too much and i got an MRI like a month ago that come back clean. could a panic attack could have been that bad? if i had a phone i think i might have called 911....