charsey
24-12-11, 00:03
So normally I'm worry about some type of pain/mole etc but not this time and don't get me wrong I've had symptoms to worry over I just haven't (which ironically worries me)
I've not been too bad for a few months and have dealt with my urges to panic quite well. However earlier I was writing the children's Christmas cards and calm thought along the lines of "I won't be here to do this next year" crossed my mind since and the thing that worried me the most is how calm I was. I now can't shake this feeling of knowing that I won't be here next year and I can feel the anxiety rising. Does anyone else get this? Please tell me others get this as well, Am I going mad?
I've not been too bad for a few months and have dealt with my urges to panic quite well. However earlier I was writing the children's Christmas cards and calm thought along the lines of "I won't be here to do this next year" crossed my mind since and the thing that worried me the most is how calm I was. I now can't shake this feeling of knowing that I won't be here next year and I can feel the anxiety rising. Does anyone else get this? Please tell me others get this as well, Am I going mad?