gothikgrl
30-12-11, 13:44
Hi all,
I am panicking an awful lot at the moment as i feel i will never feel well and healthy again. I have suffered with depression for 14 years and 4 months ago i got very bad sciatica. I was given morphine for it which totally messed my body about making it hard to concentrate at uni and in everyday life. My appetite was poor also. I have recently started to wean myself off the morphine and as a result i hardly ate at all anything i did eat made me feel bloated. My sleep patterns all over the place and i have felt so low i was crying a lot of the time. I am now eating a little more but sleep patterns are weird, still feeling depressed no energy or motivation i just want to curl up and never have to go out or do anything. I hate feeling like this i want to feel normal again and healthy. I ask myself when will all this end?
I am panicking an awful lot at the moment as i feel i will never feel well and healthy again. I have suffered with depression for 14 years and 4 months ago i got very bad sciatica. I was given morphine for it which totally messed my body about making it hard to concentrate at uni and in everyday life. My appetite was poor also. I have recently started to wean myself off the morphine and as a result i hardly ate at all anything i did eat made me feel bloated. My sleep patterns all over the place and i have felt so low i was crying a lot of the time. I am now eating a little more but sleep patterns are weird, still feeling depressed no energy or motivation i just want to curl up and never have to go out or do anything. I hate feeling like this i want to feel normal again and healthy. I ask myself when will all this end?