Soda Girl
08-06-06, 00:24
Hi,
My Mum (my dear lovely Mum!) pointed this site out to me. She found out about this site from a magazine (I'm so sorry, I forget the name... It's a weekly women's mag!).
I'm a 28 year old female. I don't know where to start here... (Aargh... ) I'm basically a big (huge) bundle of anxiety and unhappiness (and I hate myself for feeling this way, too!!).
(I'm not sure if I should go into detail now... Basically I'm a big mess right now and have been since, errr... I have trouble with thoughts - have had the trouble with these thoughts since 2002. I am currently taking antidepressants - Citalopram - but would prefer to not be taking them, really... I have just finished seeing a lovely psychologist for six months. I have felt really quite scared and tormented by these horrible thoughts. Aargh... I feel very frustrated and unhappy and alone sometimes, and scared, and I worry so much about 'freaking out'. I worry about so many things!!)
(Maybe I will stop here... Anyway, I'm very pleased indeed to have found this forum. :) )
Take care
:)
EDIT: I saw the psychologist for six months - I am no longer seeing her (I didn't think I made that clear... I blame the heat of today for doing this to my brain!! ;) )
My Mum (my dear lovely Mum!) pointed this site out to me. She found out about this site from a magazine (I'm so sorry, I forget the name... It's a weekly women's mag!).
I'm a 28 year old female. I don't know where to start here... (Aargh... ) I'm basically a big (huge) bundle of anxiety and unhappiness (and I hate myself for feeling this way, too!!).
(I'm not sure if I should go into detail now... Basically I'm a big mess right now and have been since, errr... I have trouble with thoughts - have had the trouble with these thoughts since 2002. I am currently taking antidepressants - Citalopram - but would prefer to not be taking them, really... I have just finished seeing a lovely psychologist for six months. I have felt really quite scared and tormented by these horrible thoughts. Aargh... I feel very frustrated and unhappy and alone sometimes, and scared, and I worry so much about 'freaking out'. I worry about so many things!!)
(Maybe I will stop here... Anyway, I'm very pleased indeed to have found this forum. :) )
Take care
:)
EDIT: I saw the psychologist for six months - I am no longer seeing her (I didn't think I made that clear... I blame the heat of today for doing this to my brain!! ;) )