heths
08-06-06, 11:55
I'm wondering if anyone else gets the following;
When there is something wrong with my boyfriend, I feel upset and worried and then sometimes I snap at him. And also like yesterday, I wasn't able to support him in the way I wanted because of how far I'd have to travel, I'm agoraphobic and the furthest I can get is 2 miles to a clinic. So I was upset about that, I felt like i'm weak and powerless to help him and I ended up snapping at him.
And the other thing is at the moment it's getting to the time of the month, and I've noticed during this time I get down on at least one of the days, and start saying horrible things and snapping at my boyfriend. It also feels like i've no control and like I can't stop myself saying the things at the time.
I feel like i'm a bad person, I hate upsetting people and always regret it after i've snapped. I wondered if anyone else can relate to any of this?
Heather
When there is something wrong with my boyfriend, I feel upset and worried and then sometimes I snap at him. And also like yesterday, I wasn't able to support him in the way I wanted because of how far I'd have to travel, I'm agoraphobic and the furthest I can get is 2 miles to a clinic. So I was upset about that, I felt like i'm weak and powerless to help him and I ended up snapping at him.
And the other thing is at the moment it's getting to the time of the month, and I've noticed during this time I get down on at least one of the days, and start saying horrible things and snapping at my boyfriend. It also feels like i've no control and like I can't stop myself saying the things at the time.
I feel like i'm a bad person, I hate upsetting people and always regret it after i've snapped. I wondered if anyone else can relate to any of this?
Heather