Paniclissx
09-01-12, 11:53
Okay so I have an appointment to see the psychiatrist today here's whats bothering me and what I'm going to tell her..
- scared tht I'm schizophrenic / crazy
- scared I will forget how to function
- scared I will forget who I am
- the world doesn't seem real
- everything feels dreamy
- scared I will forget who my family are
- scared I will lose touch with reality
- scared I will lose control (throw myself down the stairs and not be on control of it)
- sometimes I feel like I want to escape
- am I at the starting stage of schizophrenia? Where I know but no one else does
- feel detatched
- feel like I'm losing my memory/ my brains degrading
- don't feel like my words coming from my mouth
- don't feel part of the world
- feel scared even when I do feel normal
- body doesn't feel like its mine
- scared I will lose control of my body
- I feel like I'm losing myself
- I feel like I'm living in a bubble
- I feel like I'm a robot
- sometimes get my dreams mixed with reality
- sometimes get scared to move or speak because it doesn't feel like me
- scared I'm going crazy but no one will know
I'm so scared to tell the psychiatrist all o this because she will just want to lock me awy straight away !!
I'm so so so terrified of all of this, does anybody else feel like this? :( :( xx
- scared tht I'm schizophrenic / crazy
- scared I will forget how to function
- scared I will forget who I am
- the world doesn't seem real
- everything feels dreamy
- scared I will forget who my family are
- scared I will lose touch with reality
- scared I will lose control (throw myself down the stairs and not be on control of it)
- sometimes I feel like I want to escape
- am I at the starting stage of schizophrenia? Where I know but no one else does
- feel detatched
- feel like I'm losing my memory/ my brains degrading
- don't feel like my words coming from my mouth
- don't feel part of the world
- feel scared even when I do feel normal
- body doesn't feel like its mine
- scared I will lose control of my body
- I feel like I'm losing myself
- I feel like I'm living in a bubble
- I feel like I'm a robot
- sometimes get my dreams mixed with reality
- sometimes get scared to move or speak because it doesn't feel like me
- scared I'm going crazy but no one will know
I'm so scared to tell the psychiatrist all o this because she will just want to lock me awy straight away !!
I'm so so so terrified of all of this, does anybody else feel like this? :( :( xx