chl_hobbs
10-01-12, 15:00
Hi, Ive been posting a lot over the past few days as it seems after a good week or so I have yet again slipped into a very low point.
Yesterday after the dentist, i had an appointment with my new counsellor (who ive only seen about 4times since october despite being put in for 'high intensity' cog behaviour counselling). In the middle of the session, i started feeling the old pains in my stomach around the rib area which made me feel so anxious and i couldnt sit still, i ended up crying and crying uncontrollably like a little child. Then when i got home i had such a migraine from all the crying that i got into bed and COULD NOT get up for hours.
Today i have slipped into the self checking mode again. Ages ago i bought some urine dipsticks to test my own urine after a number of UTIs and decided to test my urine. I cant even bloody read the colours properly as i seem to convince myself its always a different colour to what it is!
Then whilst checking i saw LOADS of white flakes in my urine. It was full of them. They looked just like specks of dandruff and i started freaking out. Ive googled it and im sick with worry that its a kidney problem even though i dont have much back pain. I dont have any other symptoms, just the specks of white.
what could this be? Im so close to taking my temperature constantly. testing my pulse, doing my BP etc etc... and i dont want to go back to that.
Sorry for the long message
Charlotte x
Yesterday after the dentist, i had an appointment with my new counsellor (who ive only seen about 4times since october despite being put in for 'high intensity' cog behaviour counselling). In the middle of the session, i started feeling the old pains in my stomach around the rib area which made me feel so anxious and i couldnt sit still, i ended up crying and crying uncontrollably like a little child. Then when i got home i had such a migraine from all the crying that i got into bed and COULD NOT get up for hours.
Today i have slipped into the self checking mode again. Ages ago i bought some urine dipsticks to test my own urine after a number of UTIs and decided to test my urine. I cant even bloody read the colours properly as i seem to convince myself its always a different colour to what it is!
Then whilst checking i saw LOADS of white flakes in my urine. It was full of them. They looked just like specks of dandruff and i started freaking out. Ive googled it and im sick with worry that its a kidney problem even though i dont have much back pain. I dont have any other symptoms, just the specks of white.
what could this be? Im so close to taking my temperature constantly. testing my pulse, doing my BP etc etc... and i dont want to go back to that.
Sorry for the long message
Charlotte x