November
11-01-12, 21:43
Hey
Anyone else sick of living like this. It's driving me mad and yet I can't seem to stop myself constantly checking myself for symptoms. Everyday it's something new and everyday it's a fight to stop myself googling symptoms. I'm so exhausted from worrying all the time and yet can't seem to stop it. I'm in so much pain everyday and even though I know it's the anxiety that's causing it and my constant worrying about it that's making it worse it's impossible to convince myself this. I have only suffered from HA for about 5 months and already I have had enough and want my old life back. I really feel for those of you that have suffered most of your life's. I would really like help/advice from a doctor but I'm scared that on once they are aware of my HA every problem I see them for will be put down to that even if it is something serious wrong with me.
I always hated going to the doctor even if I felt incredibly ill I would just ignore it. Now every five minutes I feel like phoning for an appointment even though I know it's nothing I'm terrified I have something that will kill me in seconds. Even if I go away anywhere I make sure I know where the local hospital is just incase. I don't want to spend the rest of my life worrying and feeling so down. :weep:
Anyway sorry it's a long one just needed to get it off my chest I suppose.
Anyone else sick of living like this. It's driving me mad and yet I can't seem to stop myself constantly checking myself for symptoms. Everyday it's something new and everyday it's a fight to stop myself googling symptoms. I'm so exhausted from worrying all the time and yet can't seem to stop it. I'm in so much pain everyday and even though I know it's the anxiety that's causing it and my constant worrying about it that's making it worse it's impossible to convince myself this. I have only suffered from HA for about 5 months and already I have had enough and want my old life back. I really feel for those of you that have suffered most of your life's. I would really like help/advice from a doctor but I'm scared that on once they are aware of my HA every problem I see them for will be put down to that even if it is something serious wrong with me.
I always hated going to the doctor even if I felt incredibly ill I would just ignore it. Now every five minutes I feel like phoning for an appointment even though I know it's nothing I'm terrified I have something that will kill me in seconds. Even if I go away anywhere I make sure I know where the local hospital is just incase. I don't want to spend the rest of my life worrying and feeling so down. :weep:
Anyway sorry it's a long one just needed to get it off my chest I suppose.