Jain
14-01-12, 00:01
Hi
Not been here for a while but always looking in.
Winter is v bad time for me, I use a sad light and various natural remedies to get by. This week started not great but working has helped me get thru. BUT today one friend said something really upset me, she asked if I had had any illnesses? As if I'm always ill, she often says things like that so over the last year I just decided to pull away as I would never say something like that to some one. She would say 'u r always ill' and stuff. I have problems with allergies and sinuitis which were always hanging around.
Then another friend said something else and I just feel that all people think these things.
I know I am v sensitive but it just makes me feel like I can't trust anyone & v let down by people I thought I could trust. They r all judging me and I do not have any true friends.
Does anyone feel plagued by feelings like this pls?
Not been here for a while but always looking in.
Winter is v bad time for me, I use a sad light and various natural remedies to get by. This week started not great but working has helped me get thru. BUT today one friend said something really upset me, she asked if I had had any illnesses? As if I'm always ill, she often says things like that so over the last year I just decided to pull away as I would never say something like that to some one. She would say 'u r always ill' and stuff. I have problems with allergies and sinuitis which were always hanging around.
Then another friend said something else and I just feel that all people think these things.
I know I am v sensitive but it just makes me feel like I can't trust anyone & v let down by people I thought I could trust. They r all judging me and I do not have any true friends.
Does anyone feel plagued by feelings like this pls?