becks xxx
17-01-12, 12:32
My appointments with my therapist used to be a weekly thing but now they are getting months and months apart. Every week when I used to see him I would get so nervous before and be sick, once I was with him I was ok then always come out really happy. This happened everytime I had to go there but I never told him cos I didn't want him to think it was him when it isn't, I don't know the reason? Tomorrow I have an appointment with the psychiatrist to have a review on my meds and I'm getting so worried. The place has helped me soso much, but whenever I have to go I get so nervous. Mental health scares me soo much and whenever I have to go I always convince myself I have something worse like a mental illness and dread going, cos I'm scared they could find something else wrong wth me. Do anyone else get like this?