Tess1971
13-06-06, 16:37
Hi, I 'm at the end of my tether, I am currently temping which when you have anxiey is bad enough as the nerves with starting new jobs every week is getting me down, I have had lots of interviews and dont seem to be getting anywhere, my doctor has prescribed me with Diazepam which i take as and when needed which is usually a few hours before an interview, they dont seem to work, I like to think I can cover my anxiety up and have had no negative feed back from my interviews, I am a very bubbly person so this hides the panick inside of me, but when I am told I will have a interview with 2 people rather than one I literally feel sick and feel rigid with fear, my anxiety is stopping me from getting ahead and also now I cant afford my rent, yesterday I had news I had been turned down for 2 more jobs I had interviews for, for the first time i thought about not being here any more, what is the point of life? I look around at everyone walking around doing there day to day work and envy them, why cant i get the job I want for once, its not like i cant do it, I'm a senior secretary by the way, not a scientist, so it cant be that hard can it, its just the interviews I have a problem with i literally feel like running out but I cant do that, I have to work to live, does anyone else have this? once i'm in a job i'm ok, i just want a chance thats all, and i get panicks at airports and several other places but at the mment this is taking over my life so much so that I am questioning why I am on this planet for anymore, I'm off to my doctors 2nite, i just dont know where to turn. HELP [V]
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