W.I.F.T.S.
14-06-06, 10:34
I don't feel like I've got the lifestyle that I want at all. I work 2-10pm most evenings and 12-8pm every other saturday in a warehouse. I come in at night, have a quick drink and then I have to go to bed because we get up again at about 7.30 for me to take my fiancee to work. I don't go on holidays because of my panic attacks, in fact I don't leave my small town very much. I spend my mornings on the computer.
I guess I have to break it down into small changes. No wonder I'm miserable though.
I want to get into football coaching, which would provide me with mental and physical stimulation, a sense of achievement and variety. I'm going to book the next course that I can.
If I could get into that then I would have more control over my working hours and environment and I would have career progression. I'm probably at the ideal age to do it too. Ok, so it might involve weekend and evening work, but that would give me the opportunity to do other things during the week.
Do you know what I mean? I've been working in a mindless job for 3 years, the same thing day after day and it's been hard to see a way out. The hardest thing is that the money I earn only keeps debts off my back and most other jobs round here would pay even less.
It will be great to feel like I'm moving, learning and growing again.
Ships in harbour are safe..but that's not what ships were built for.
I guess I have to break it down into small changes. No wonder I'm miserable though.
I want to get into football coaching, which would provide me with mental and physical stimulation, a sense of achievement and variety. I'm going to book the next course that I can.
If I could get into that then I would have more control over my working hours and environment and I would have career progression. I'm probably at the ideal age to do it too. Ok, so it might involve weekend and evening work, but that would give me the opportunity to do other things during the week.
Do you know what I mean? I've been working in a mindless job for 3 years, the same thing day after day and it's been hard to see a way out. The hardest thing is that the money I earn only keeps debts off my back and most other jobs round here would pay even less.
It will be great to feel like I'm moving, learning and growing again.
Ships in harbour are safe..but that's not what ships were built for.