CrazyC
23-01-12, 06:11
Can anyone help me understand these feelings i sometimes have.
I have days where i dont feel very loving. I feel abit lost and cant tell my boyfriend how much i love him as i would feel a liar. Most of the time i love him to bits, he is supportive,caring, loyal, understanding! Ive never had a nice loving boyfriend before he tries to help with my anxiety and SAD which makes me feel even more guilty when im having one of these days. Do i over think these thoughts? :unsure:
I was single for 2 years because i wanted to find myself and sort my problems out,i had casually dated and became friends with a few men but i never wanted anything more than friendship with them but then when i met my boyfriend i wanted more. I cant explain what or why i was attracted and KNEW he was the one i wanted to get in a relationship with.
I have moments where i feel lost. He isnt controlling but i have began to rely on him as a safe person...and this scares me i feel i may slip into old ways and not go out unless with him. :scared15: he is such a catch and i dont even feel good enough for him but days like this really screw with my head!!
I know some people will say i should probably break up if im "unsure" and everything but i think deep down i do love him other wise i wouldnt have been so interested in the first place. :flowers: I read something similar on here but i cannot find it now....
I have days where i dont feel very loving. I feel abit lost and cant tell my boyfriend how much i love him as i would feel a liar. Most of the time i love him to bits, he is supportive,caring, loyal, understanding! Ive never had a nice loving boyfriend before he tries to help with my anxiety and SAD which makes me feel even more guilty when im having one of these days. Do i over think these thoughts? :unsure:
I was single for 2 years because i wanted to find myself and sort my problems out,i had casually dated and became friends with a few men but i never wanted anything more than friendship with them but then when i met my boyfriend i wanted more. I cant explain what or why i was attracted and KNEW he was the one i wanted to get in a relationship with.
I have moments where i feel lost. He isnt controlling but i have began to rely on him as a safe person...and this scares me i feel i may slip into old ways and not go out unless with him. :scared15: he is such a catch and i dont even feel good enough for him but days like this really screw with my head!!
I know some people will say i should probably break up if im "unsure" and everything but i think deep down i do love him other wise i wouldnt have been so interested in the first place. :flowers: I read something similar on here but i cannot find it now....