mum4
05-02-12, 17:36
I am hopeing someone can relate to this, because atm I feel mad :weep:
So it all started last saturday, I found a bruise on my hand that I didn't remember doing. I couldnt stop thinking about the bruise, I tried to forget about it, I mean its a bruise for goodness sakes right?! So just to put my mind at ease I decided to google unexplained bruising, my word I wish I hadnt!
So that was it, I was convinced I had leukaemia, it all made sense why I felt so tired surely. So monday morning my husband booked me a docs appointment, I think tbh the poor soul has had enough of me worrying about everything all the time. The doc looked at me like I was crazy, but as I explained how Ive been feeling she seemed to sympathise a little, this is when I finally came clean about my anxiety.
The problem is since then, and literally 2 days later, I found what I thought was a new mole, it could of been there for ages tbh, but im sure some of you know what its like, once you think something wasn't there before its all you can think about. dr google identified I probably have skin cancer :weep:So thursday I was at the docs again! The docter looked at my mole and didnt seem at all concerned, but I just cant believe her, it doesnt look right to me, I dont rememeber the mole being there before, and I seriously cant stop thinking it over and over.
To top it off I have feel rather lightheaded for the past few weeks, so I ended up googling feeling dizzy/faint/giddy, you get the idea :weep:
I am going mad with worry here, I have no appetite, Im amazed Im sleeping tbh, but worst of all I keep thinking Im not going to be around much longer and its really getting me down, I cant function properly Im so scared
Please someone say Im not alone
C
So it all started last saturday, I found a bruise on my hand that I didn't remember doing. I couldnt stop thinking about the bruise, I tried to forget about it, I mean its a bruise for goodness sakes right?! So just to put my mind at ease I decided to google unexplained bruising, my word I wish I hadnt!
So that was it, I was convinced I had leukaemia, it all made sense why I felt so tired surely. So monday morning my husband booked me a docs appointment, I think tbh the poor soul has had enough of me worrying about everything all the time. The doc looked at me like I was crazy, but as I explained how Ive been feeling she seemed to sympathise a little, this is when I finally came clean about my anxiety.
The problem is since then, and literally 2 days later, I found what I thought was a new mole, it could of been there for ages tbh, but im sure some of you know what its like, once you think something wasn't there before its all you can think about. dr google identified I probably have skin cancer :weep:So thursday I was at the docs again! The docter looked at my mole and didnt seem at all concerned, but I just cant believe her, it doesnt look right to me, I dont rememeber the mole being there before, and I seriously cant stop thinking it over and over.
To top it off I have feel rather lightheaded for the past few weeks, so I ended up googling feeling dizzy/faint/giddy, you get the idea :weep:
I am going mad with worry here, I have no appetite, Im amazed Im sleeping tbh, but worst of all I keep thinking Im not going to be around much longer and its really getting me down, I cant function properly Im so scared
Please someone say Im not alone
C