LC05
19-06-06, 00:13
Ive decided tonight that constantly worrying about my health has gone too far - so just thought i'd post this so I can look back and remind myself! Its getting ridiculous - i have been worrying about a small dry patch of skin on my back and even woke my boyfriend up 3 times the other night convinced he wasn't breathing when he was just asleep.
Ive had
- general blood test
- test for inflammation/infection (waiting for results next week)
- Several ECGs
- Wore cardiac even monitor for a week
- untrasound of heart
SO.... (providing blood test next week is ok - and doctor said not expecting to find anything) i'm gonna...
STOP thinking i've got a serious illness
STOP worrying about the people i love
STOP googling symptoms
START trusting the doctors when they say im ok
I know it's easier said than done but i really feel determined to try and stick to this
Ive had
- general blood test
- test for inflammation/infection (waiting for results next week)
- Several ECGs
- Wore cardiac even monitor for a week
- untrasound of heart
SO.... (providing blood test next week is ok - and doctor said not expecting to find anything) i'm gonna...
STOP thinking i've got a serious illness
STOP worrying about the people i love
STOP googling symptoms
START trusting the doctors when they say im ok
I know it's easier said than done but i really feel determined to try and stick to this