Munki
13-02-12, 16:46
Hi guys,
You've been so great in the past so I thought I'd post again.
I'm getting my intrusive thoughts again which always seem to about friendships. I have a handful of lovely, close and loyal friends yet I fins myself contacting old friends as I feel I should have more.
I'm getting married in May and have found myself counting how many friends were at relatives and friends weddings to try and compare. Its terrible!
The truth is, deep down I know that I only want these friends as I struggle to make time to see them as it is. I actually don't want any new ones necessarily. But still the thoughts take over. I even panic that my partner will have loads more than me and everyone will feel sorry for me.
Anyone else have/had this friend fear?
You've been so great in the past so I thought I'd post again.
I'm getting my intrusive thoughts again which always seem to about friendships. I have a handful of lovely, close and loyal friends yet I fins myself contacting old friends as I feel I should have more.
I'm getting married in May and have found myself counting how many friends were at relatives and friends weddings to try and compare. Its terrible!
The truth is, deep down I know that I only want these friends as I struggle to make time to see them as it is. I actually don't want any new ones necessarily. But still the thoughts take over. I even panic that my partner will have loads more than me and everyone will feel sorry for me.
Anyone else have/had this friend fear?