josyjojo
14-02-12, 08:36
Hi
I have been married 10 yrs and have 2 beautiful boys. 7 and 5.
My husband has never understood my PA (had for 27 years) and has never tried helping me or even just sat with me when I have them. He gets annoyed and ignores me. This has caused obvious bad feeling as I feel he doesnt care about me. I have been thinking about leaving for a while now, but too scared to do anything about it..
Anyway...I have met another man who is the kindest man I have ever met. The chemistry is amazing.. Things led from friendship etc and we now want to be together. When I plucked up the courage to tell him about my PA thinking he would run a mile, he just said "I know". My husband had told him how they ruined everything we ever wanted to do!! OMG! I was astounded! 2 reasons..firstly, how dare my husband speak about me like that, my PA are very personal! And second..Kev still wants to be with me! Regardless!!
Anyway.....I am sorry for the long story but I want some help....I am having Panic Attacks every day, most of the day now as I am struggling with the marriage break up. I feel like I am going crazy! I seem to drift from 1 day to the next in constant panic..only ever calm when with Kev.
I feel like I'm going insane and on the verge of another breakdown. The Dr has given me Propanolol but I am scared to take it. I already take Citalopram 30mg and Pregabalin 75mg.
Jo
x
I have been married 10 yrs and have 2 beautiful boys. 7 and 5.
My husband has never understood my PA (had for 27 years) and has never tried helping me or even just sat with me when I have them. He gets annoyed and ignores me. This has caused obvious bad feeling as I feel he doesnt care about me. I have been thinking about leaving for a while now, but too scared to do anything about it..
Anyway...I have met another man who is the kindest man I have ever met. The chemistry is amazing.. Things led from friendship etc and we now want to be together. When I plucked up the courage to tell him about my PA thinking he would run a mile, he just said "I know". My husband had told him how they ruined everything we ever wanted to do!! OMG! I was astounded! 2 reasons..firstly, how dare my husband speak about me like that, my PA are very personal! And second..Kev still wants to be with me! Regardless!!
Anyway.....I am sorry for the long story but I want some help....I am having Panic Attacks every day, most of the day now as I am struggling with the marriage break up. I feel like I am going crazy! I seem to drift from 1 day to the next in constant panic..only ever calm when with Kev.
I feel like I'm going insane and on the verge of another breakdown. The Dr has given me Propanolol but I am scared to take it. I already take Citalopram 30mg and Pregabalin 75mg.
Jo
x