chest infection

[sam66]

a few days rest;poeple in chat take the piss all you like, yes im 'scared to leave my home' I cant even get in an anbulance, we all have demons

[nomorepanic]

Why do you need an ambulance Sam?

Not sure the comment about chat was really necessary

[sam66]

I have COPD which has now turned into a chest infection, I also have an irregluar blood count, my chest infection has been much worse tonight, but as it seems the mockery of the room that Im to scared to go out and my own stuff to deal with... abulance was called because I actuallycant get a proper breathe back due to infection

[nomorepanic]

Ok well you must go to hospital and get it checked out then. Good luck and let us know how it goes.

[sam66]

i cant leave my home, make jokes on that

[nomorepanic]

You can if you really really have to Sam and I am not making jokes.

What did the paramedics say then?

[sam66]

I cant have anyone here, its my safe place

[nomorepanic]

So did the ambulance come or not - I am confused now.

You can move your safe place to somewhere else - I know you can cos I have had to do it many times

[sam66]

mock me all you like but I cant have anything from whats not my safe place.thats the way I am :/

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I cant :(

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its not safe

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i aint strong enuff , I should be but Im not

[nomorepanic]

I am not mocking you so why keep saying that?

Yes you can if you have to and really want to.

It is safe

So what did the paramedics say then?

[sam66]

I cant leave my safe place

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its to much

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its not safe, I cant go :/

[nomorepanic]

ok well that is your choice then and what happens when you get really ill ?

[nomorepanic]

You still haven't told me what they said to you?

[sam66]

ya panicking me

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im tuff

[nomorepanic]

Ok I won't reply anymore - sorry

[sam66]

im dying anyways so its just a matter of getting my kids straight and making sure all is well with them

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flower I never meant to upset ya, sorry

[nomorepanic]

Dying from the COPD?

You didn't upset me at all Sam

[sam66]

sorry x

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Ignore me Im just crap right now, I have done all the heroin stuff. mental illlness, no meds, I lost a good friend two nights ago, anniversary of my Mums death, been a bit hectic

[nomorepanic]

Well you have a lot going on but you need to look after your health as well and get the chest infection sorted.

I take it you didn't call an ambulance but thought about it then changed your mind?

[sam66]

id rather ignore it,saves them time and I get to stay safe and not panic me

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I aint that fussed about dying anyways, christ I never meant that much in life

[nomorepanic]

ok but if you need medical attention then you need to go and get it

Do you have a care worker or someone that is working with you to get you out?

[saro]

get it seen to sam.. hope u get well soon

[sam66]

just a chest infection, take me in and nebulise me for the night, I dont think so, my panic is made worse by the chest infection which as anyone who suffers panic is hard, my Sons flat to complete and I still have tons to do there, no stress, plenty of rest and see the doc, I have some anti-biotics hanging around here somewhere, they will do. Im stressed enough trying to sort my son out, I cant cope with any more

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Thankyou Nicola for your kind words, but for yesterday, Staying at home and being safe was my only concern, I am going out and helping my son into his new flat, but it is very hard, I have had my neighbours son cause some chaos here lately, I caught a stinker of a cold which has, as it does with me gone onto my chest and with the panic I already suffer, hospital just isnt an option, an I aint drinking them bloody lemsips coz they are just rank! x

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im well hard I got tattoes

[nomorepanic]

Can't they treat it with antibiotics?

So if you are doing your son's flat then you can leave home and get there?

Staying at home and being safe does not help you get out and about though Sam - which I am sure you know too well

You don't necessarily need hospital - call the docs instead

I don't like tattoos on women to be honest so I don't think they look hard lol

[sam66]

I have some antibiotics at home from when I was last poorly so I can take them.
Hopefully today is my sons moving day so I can hopefully get him sorted today then I know he's ok.
Its been the first time in months that I have left my home for any length of time, I think I have coped ok (ish)
I know the best thing is not to stay in your safe place and you should venture out but I find it very difficult even attending a doctors appointment is stressful I tend to go in ask for what I need and get out again!
I have probably made it worse by spending months wandering around my home and not leaving it unless I had to which is why I bought a motorbike to help get me out and about but as my neighbour parks his car which blocks my exit with the bike I havent been able to ride it.
Anyway, deep breaths in, moving day, son to sort