ZD
15-02-12, 23:29
Hi all , my name is Zoe, I had my first panic/anxiety attack on the 4th of July 2007 , wow what a shock that was spent a year thinking I was dying and wanted to die really as in 2006 I was pregnant and my baby died when I was 7 months pregnant also my mum was poorly so just wanted to die basically no doctor , specialist , friend or family could access my brain to tell me I was ok. To cut a long story short I dont have them as bad now but if I get Ill that's it I m dying of what evers going I got it , recently I quit smoking and I think about the same time I got a cold four weeks later I have an irratating cough which I decided I had to either have throat cancer or a disease at least , I ve coughed so much my ribs ache and now I wish I never quit smoking ( I m glad I did ) and just don't feel right .I ve been to the doctor my chest is clear just this throat irritation is driving me anxiously crazy I m hoping I ll wake up with out my mind focusing on my throat . So that's my introduction to me I do have a lot more to tell but won't bore you all to much , but I m glad I found this site , despite I have councilling this site will help me understand why I punish myself with the thoughts I have .
Love and hugs
Zoe xx
Love and hugs
Zoe xx