richtaz33
20-02-12, 20:21
hi, briefly all last year and before right upto december last year 2011 i have felt and wanted nothing else but to be with my fiancee for life. yes sometimes i get relapses and go off on one saying i dont love her and just see all her negatives. Thing is at the moment i am on 10mg citalipram and about to start zoloft tomorrow. Thing as the moment my head is doing nothing but finding her faults and telling me i dont love her. I feel very irritable round parents and others and have a short fuse i do seem to have the other symptoms of classic depression but this buisness with my fiancee is with me 24/7. when i am distratced and with her it seems to fade allot and i just want to make love etc. But then something will happen something simple and ill over react for no reason and then it all starts. Its like i want her to be mega perfect or something and if she is not i start. Its like i would love her to wear skirts but she wont because she says she doesnt feel right about it then it all starts. any ideas what it is. is it ocd,rocd,depression.........:weep: