Conorm
26-02-12, 21:51
Hello ive had derealization depeersonalization for around 5 months now, its been worst thing ive ever had to go thorugh.. anyway when my mum first started to have bad OCD and anxiety, i didnt know much about it then..
i started to talk to her about all her troubles and then i found out what it was.. so weve been close
but last couple days shes been better, but she hasnt really spoke to me whereas were normally speaking all the time... i just think i bit more talking could be done to help me it feels like she doesnt care, i dont live in a house hold with much support my sister is always annoying me, and my dad has never mentally supported me, which i shouldnt say this but maybe its because im angry at the moment, have a bit of hate in me for him for that, but my mum ive stood by her with her anx and OCD the whole time but it feels like shes better now im here to suffer by myself when i was fine i was there 24 7 to help her.. im just sick of it all, sick of everything :'(..
i started to talk to her about all her troubles and then i found out what it was.. so weve been close
but last couple days shes been better, but she hasnt really spoke to me whereas were normally speaking all the time... i just think i bit more talking could be done to help me it feels like she doesnt care, i dont live in a house hold with much support my sister is always annoying me, and my dad has never mentally supported me, which i shouldnt say this but maybe its because im angry at the moment, have a bit of hate in me for him for that, but my mum ive stood by her with her anx and OCD the whole time but it feels like shes better now im here to suffer by myself when i was fine i was there 24 7 to help her.. im just sick of it all, sick of everything :'(..