becksi2006
27-02-12, 07:49
Well hello all,
I am currently suffering with anxiety and depression and on citalopram, promazine and diazepam when required, the problem I have is I went out on saturday afternoon and had about 6 glasses of wine (i dont normally drink), well I got absolutely drunk so quickly and dont remember much.
I think I got a taxi home around 9pm but when I got in I was throwing up so much, i had to phone my dad to come round and help me, i honestly thought I was dying!!
My dad took me to A&E where they said the wine and the meds had irritated my stomach and caused me to vomit blood, I just feel awful, I was really drunk in the hospital and probably made a fool of myself. I also dont know what happened while I was out but I'm really worried I made a fool of myself and feel really ashamed about it!!
Since then I dont want to leave the house incase I see somebody who saw me on saturday, I feel so stupid!!
I also have an appointment with my GP this morning but I'm worried about seeing him incase he says its all my own fault and wont be interested because I was so drunk, but that isn't me I dont drink normally, feel such an idiot.
I remember rambling in the hospital saying I needed to be locked up coz I was mentally unwell and they must've thought I was a right state.
So embarrassed and feeling really anxious about it all, what am I gonna do??
Sorry for the long post and I know it sounds silly coz it was all drink induced but I feel so stupid now :weep:
I am currently suffering with anxiety and depression and on citalopram, promazine and diazepam when required, the problem I have is I went out on saturday afternoon and had about 6 glasses of wine (i dont normally drink), well I got absolutely drunk so quickly and dont remember much.
I think I got a taxi home around 9pm but when I got in I was throwing up so much, i had to phone my dad to come round and help me, i honestly thought I was dying!!
My dad took me to A&E where they said the wine and the meds had irritated my stomach and caused me to vomit blood, I just feel awful, I was really drunk in the hospital and probably made a fool of myself. I also dont know what happened while I was out but I'm really worried I made a fool of myself and feel really ashamed about it!!
Since then I dont want to leave the house incase I see somebody who saw me on saturday, I feel so stupid!!
I also have an appointment with my GP this morning but I'm worried about seeing him incase he says its all my own fault and wont be interested because I was so drunk, but that isn't me I dont drink normally, feel such an idiot.
I remember rambling in the hospital saying I needed to be locked up coz I was mentally unwell and they must've thought I was a right state.
So embarrassed and feeling really anxious about it all, what am I gonna do??
Sorry for the long post and I know it sounds silly coz it was all drink induced but I feel so stupid now :weep: