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cattia
01-03-12, 11:26
ME / chronic fatigue syndrome is probably my 'default' anxiety, it's the thing I worry most about and fear most and have dome for well over ten years. I have often been convinced I had it in the past and suffered from depression because I feel so hopeless about this illness. I think the thing that scares me most about it is feeling awful every day, not having a chance or a cure for years and years, if ever, and just having to sit and watch my life pass by as I am too ill to live it. I worry about being too sick to work or bring up my children.
I have been suffering from a viral type sore throat for four weeks now, along with horrible fatigue. I have no energy and want to sleep all the time. I just feel ill and I feel low physically and mentally and am convinced that this is it, I finally have the disease that I have dreaded all these years. I feel so horrible about it all :(