Maxine1001
01-03-12, 17:39
Hello all,
Im in a difficult work situation that is playing on my mind. Ive been in the same job for the last 3 years and, while I spent a good year of that going through the hell of panic disorder, I finally felt confident enough to go for promotion to team leader.
I am really proud of my work and my manager is really supportive, she has supported me to go for the promotion and has given me more resposibilty at work, to which I have constantly got good results and feedback.
Anyhow recently they have entrusted me to open the department for one morning per week IE I am the manager for a few hours (Its a 4am start), and I know I can, and have done this well with great feedback.
The only problem is everyone on my department knows about my panic disorder and how low I once was (not through choice, but because I had several episodes at work). But while everyone has been supportive, there is one that I feel is constantly undermining me. It drove me crazy today especially. I basically pick food orders for customers that shop online and we also have a section which just shops the magazines and cigarettes which has to be picked in one go by one person and then that one person scans it in. That person in recent weeks has normally been me, but because today I was running the department, it wound up being this one person that I feel undermines me. (I didnt give her the task, another team leader did).
She picked a take a break magazine which has a new issue come out every Thursday. As she was scanning it in, I noticed that it was last weeks issue and told her so. Her response was that she was adament that she had the right issue and that her daughter buys the magazine so she would know if she had the wrong thing. Also that if it wasnt the wrong issue that it wouldnt of scanned through and that take a breaks come out on Tuesdays. I tried to tell her in a polite way that I thought she had the wrong issue but the response I got was aggresive. She then went on to point out that the date on the magazine was the 1st March (today) and she was right. I ended up holding my hands and let her get on with it.
To a point, this happened in front of my manager.
Im annoyed with myself now though because I buy take a break every week and I knew I bought that issue last week. I also went into a shop today and bought this weeks issue which was dated 8th March that came out today.
To sum up, im now in a total panic that I have ruined my chances of promotion all because of a magazine and a difficult co-worker that I dont know how to stand up to. I knew I was right and its really winding me up to the point to where all my old panic attack symptoms are flooding back.
Can anybody help me?
Im in a difficult work situation that is playing on my mind. Ive been in the same job for the last 3 years and, while I spent a good year of that going through the hell of panic disorder, I finally felt confident enough to go for promotion to team leader.
I am really proud of my work and my manager is really supportive, she has supported me to go for the promotion and has given me more resposibilty at work, to which I have constantly got good results and feedback.
Anyhow recently they have entrusted me to open the department for one morning per week IE I am the manager for a few hours (Its a 4am start), and I know I can, and have done this well with great feedback.
The only problem is everyone on my department knows about my panic disorder and how low I once was (not through choice, but because I had several episodes at work). But while everyone has been supportive, there is one that I feel is constantly undermining me. It drove me crazy today especially. I basically pick food orders for customers that shop online and we also have a section which just shops the magazines and cigarettes which has to be picked in one go by one person and then that one person scans it in. That person in recent weeks has normally been me, but because today I was running the department, it wound up being this one person that I feel undermines me. (I didnt give her the task, another team leader did).
She picked a take a break magazine which has a new issue come out every Thursday. As she was scanning it in, I noticed that it was last weeks issue and told her so. Her response was that she was adament that she had the right issue and that her daughter buys the magazine so she would know if she had the wrong thing. Also that if it wasnt the wrong issue that it wouldnt of scanned through and that take a breaks come out on Tuesdays. I tried to tell her in a polite way that I thought she had the wrong issue but the response I got was aggresive. She then went on to point out that the date on the magazine was the 1st March (today) and she was right. I ended up holding my hands and let her get on with it.
To a point, this happened in front of my manager.
Im annoyed with myself now though because I buy take a break every week and I knew I bought that issue last week. I also went into a shop today and bought this weeks issue which was dated 8th March that came out today.
To sum up, im now in a total panic that I have ruined my chances of promotion all because of a magazine and a difficult co-worker that I dont know how to stand up to. I knew I was right and its really winding me up to the point to where all my old panic attack symptoms are flooding back.
Can anybody help me?