samlily
04-03-12, 00:41
hi my problems started 4 yrs ago when my uncles wife killed herself, thought i was o about it as i wasnt very close to her bt couple days later thought i was having a heart attack n ended up n and e bt ws jst a panic attack was a bit jumpy after n then i started to feel weird? like detatched from the world n like i was floating n worried bout everythin. then the thoughts started id have thoughts like ill the bitch kill the ******* it wouldnt be bout no1in particular n it was my thoghts bt i was s scared but having these thoughtsthat i broke down n thought i was going mental n goin to end up in mental asylum or act 1 of these thoughts out n i was petrified. then id get thoughts sayin kill urself bitch so id be petrified that i would act upon these thoughts when i dindnt want to docs said its depression bt dnt want to end it or owt?x