iNeverSayNever
10-03-12, 19:04
As you can see by the title, i am new to this website.. I don't even think if i should be here or not, but its worth a try right?
I am 20 years old, suffering with depression and i get days where i just want to end it all. Where i wish i was somebody else, somebody who can smile or just be happy.. Sometimes i even wonder if this is karma getting it's own back on me. Maybe it is?
I've had depression for the last year or so, i know its a young age to get depression but it kinda happened all to fast. Everything for the past few years just feel apart, my mum suffered from cancer, i pretend to be someone else online, my dad drunk so much one night that i became scared of him & everything around me just fell to pieces, i couldn't cope. I started self harming and thinking suicidual thoughts .. To be honest, i kinda hoped this year would be different, but it seems like i am repeating 2011 over and over. I try to keep positive, but it fails.
So what i am asking is, does depression get better? That is all i want to know to be honest, cause at the moment it feels like i am forever stuck in hell.
I am 20 years old, suffering with depression and i get days where i just want to end it all. Where i wish i was somebody else, somebody who can smile or just be happy.. Sometimes i even wonder if this is karma getting it's own back on me. Maybe it is?
I've had depression for the last year or so, i know its a young age to get depression but it kinda happened all to fast. Everything for the past few years just feel apart, my mum suffered from cancer, i pretend to be someone else online, my dad drunk so much one night that i became scared of him & everything around me just fell to pieces, i couldn't cope. I started self harming and thinking suicidual thoughts .. To be honest, i kinda hoped this year would be different, but it seems like i am repeating 2011 over and over. I try to keep positive, but it fails.
So what i am asking is, does depression get better? That is all i want to know to be honest, cause at the moment it feels like i am forever stuck in hell.