Worriedgirl87
14-03-12, 05:04
I am seriously going through hell right now, hell on earth.
I am so messed up in the head, I doubt anything will bring me back to the person I once was.
I am scared to sleep, when I do finally get sleep I wake up in panic mode, I forget to breathe sometimes I feel like shortness of breath. It's scary and I always fear the worse. I've been to the doctor quite a few times and they have heard my lungs and never say anything about it, but I still get tired fast and stuff and worry.
I'm on my 5 th day of Zoloft and I am so just feeling like so scared that this isn't going to help me and I'm going to live with this anxiety forever. I am so tired and scared of staying up till 4 or 5 am and thinking about what disease I may have and how I'll die , ect. I don't want to die! I cant take this anymore. I feel so alone and helpless! No matter who I talk to I still feel like there is something wrong with me and I am scared to be in my own skin. Like right now I am so tired my eyes close once in a while, but as soon as I try to fall asleep I wake myself up! I am too scared to sleep.
I feel like my neck hurts the front of it, and it scares me. I feel like I need to go to the doctor again just to make sure there is not something wrong with me. But I am EMBARRASED and scared to go because I don't want to find out something bad. I just feel like I have TOO many symtoms. Like the neck pain, headache, insomnia, how can I just not think about this ????
I HATE LIFE. I hate feeling this way.
I'm always scared of something.
I am so messed up in the head, I doubt anything will bring me back to the person I once was.
I am scared to sleep, when I do finally get sleep I wake up in panic mode, I forget to breathe sometimes I feel like shortness of breath. It's scary and I always fear the worse. I've been to the doctor quite a few times and they have heard my lungs and never say anything about it, but I still get tired fast and stuff and worry.
I'm on my 5 th day of Zoloft and I am so just feeling like so scared that this isn't going to help me and I'm going to live with this anxiety forever. I am so tired and scared of staying up till 4 or 5 am and thinking about what disease I may have and how I'll die , ect. I don't want to die! I cant take this anymore. I feel so alone and helpless! No matter who I talk to I still feel like there is something wrong with me and I am scared to be in my own skin. Like right now I am so tired my eyes close once in a while, but as soon as I try to fall asleep I wake myself up! I am too scared to sleep.
I feel like my neck hurts the front of it, and it scares me. I feel like I need to go to the doctor again just to make sure there is not something wrong with me. But I am EMBARRASED and scared to go because I don't want to find out something bad. I just feel like I have TOO many symtoms. Like the neck pain, headache, insomnia, how can I just not think about this ????
I HATE LIFE. I hate feeling this way.
I'm always scared of something.