pearl79
15-03-12, 08:05
Woke this morning in complete panic... its a shame cuz i thought i was doing really well and had a few really good nights.
I feel so scared and all over the place, head filled with dread and doom.. i will always worry but i really had managed to stop the freaking out, but here i am back to square one... So making a docs appointment for this morning to off load troubles...
I tell everyone on here, to trust the docs, dont worry, let the docs worry.. but i cant do it myself. well i forced myself to forget and it worked for a while, but i just cant keep it up, its exhausting..
These last 3 days ive suffered really bad with ibs, dont normally suffer this bad, my tummy filled up like a balloon and (TMI) my gas is awfull..
Also i just cannot get the blood in my wee out of my head cuz i dont know where its coming from. The only thing that makes me feel better is that its so minute.
Ive still got on going lower back ache, its like my lower muscles are really tight but really hurt when i bend or twist (everyday, some are better than other s tho)
Ive also got this horrible on going cough, my throat is so dry and makes me gag.. just hoping its a virus going round but it is lingering a lot.
Well ive off loaded my worries....
What an awful day :(
I feel so scared and all over the place, head filled with dread and doom.. i will always worry but i really had managed to stop the freaking out, but here i am back to square one... So making a docs appointment for this morning to off load troubles...
I tell everyone on here, to trust the docs, dont worry, let the docs worry.. but i cant do it myself. well i forced myself to forget and it worked for a while, but i just cant keep it up, its exhausting..
These last 3 days ive suffered really bad with ibs, dont normally suffer this bad, my tummy filled up like a balloon and (TMI) my gas is awfull..
Also i just cannot get the blood in my wee out of my head cuz i dont know where its coming from. The only thing that makes me feel better is that its so minute.
Ive still got on going lower back ache, its like my lower muscles are really tight but really hurt when i bend or twist (everyday, some are better than other s tho)
Ive also got this horrible on going cough, my throat is so dry and makes me gag.. just hoping its a virus going round but it is lingering a lot.
Well ive off loaded my worries....
What an awful day :(