imcrazy
22-03-12, 17:55
Would this be considered ptsd?:
Avoiding almost anything, conversation, person, that is associated with
my old school in which I had a very awful experience there. This means I've alienated my friends that went to that school because I didnt want anything to do with
the school and its horrible memories. I can't start any new school for fear that some one with have connections with people at my old school. Same with getting a part-time job,i fear it.
I am trapped.
If someone brings it up I withdraw from the convo or try to change the subject.
They know I left the school but I dont think they know the real reason, which was HUMILIATION because I was kind of a loser and loner, I avoid telling my only real friend the truth. I feel very paranoid that everone knows Im a loner.
Avoiding almost anything, conversation, person, that is associated with
my old school in which I had a very awful experience there. This means I've alienated my friends that went to that school because I didnt want anything to do with
the school and its horrible memories. I can't start any new school for fear that some one with have connections with people at my old school. Same with getting a part-time job,i fear it.
I am trapped.
If someone brings it up I withdraw from the convo or try to change the subject.
They know I left the school but I dont think they know the real reason, which was HUMILIATION because I was kind of a loser and loner, I avoid telling my only real friend the truth. I feel very paranoid that everone knows Im a loner.