W.I.F.T.S.
29-06-06, 12:33
When I was on Prozac one of my toes turned black, I had a constant headache, I couldn't sleep, my nose felt numb, the skin on my hands began peeling and I felt very aggressive, even murderous. Thankfully I don't have those symptoms any more.
I have been really bad with feeling unreal, that seems to have calmed down a lot.
I have had urges to crash my car, to pull my eye out or to headbutt railings, those seem to have calmed down.
When I feel panicky now it seems to peak very quickly and then I calm down again, whereas before I was constantly on the verge of a panic attack and they'd be so bad that I was too scared even to use the phone and get help.
I was so anxious at one point that if I drove to town to pick my dad up I had to get him to drive back.
I know I still have some way to go, but, more importantly, I know how far I have come.
Ships in harbour are safe..but that's not what ships were built for.
I have been really bad with feeling unreal, that seems to have calmed down a lot.
I have had urges to crash my car, to pull my eye out or to headbutt railings, those seem to have calmed down.
When I feel panicky now it seems to peak very quickly and then I calm down again, whereas before I was constantly on the verge of a panic attack and they'd be so bad that I was too scared even to use the phone and get help.
I was so anxious at one point that if I drove to town to pick my dad up I had to get him to drive back.
I know I still have some way to go, but, more importantly, I know how far I have come.
Ships in harbour are safe..but that's not what ships were built for.