Maisie24
11-04-12, 12:35
Hi my name I Maisie and I suffer from anxiety and slight OCD. I have been on citalopram for over five years now and felt great but after stupidly keeping forgetting to take them have come off them altogether. I now feel terrible. My panic attacks have come back with a vengeance, I have head whooshes, which thank goodness I read about on here otherwise I would have thought I had a tumour or something. I cant move my eyes without this electrical current feeling and I feel so down you wouldnt believe as I am normally a very positive person and always thankful for my lot. I now feel I have nothing to look forward to when I know I do and I hate myself for being like this. I also know that my work colleagues are beginning to take the mickey out of me for my ocd washing my hands and ensuring my cup is always cleaned and the washing up liquid out. I even caught them nudging each other the other day and I now feel I can't face going back to work after my week's break. This is not the me I was a month ago or the me I want to be. Does that make sense to any of you guys out there? I just feel pathetic and feel people see me as that!