hwise05
13-04-12, 18:05
Hey all who are reading this,
I have had a good week, not been too anxious and just been enjoying my time off college. However the past couple of days its been creeping back and I don't know why. I know that I'm back at college on Monday and that makes me anxious, I also know I have a ton of work to do which feels like its never going to get done. I also have friends who are really behind on work and I feel pressure to help them. I want to help them but I feel like I'm having to take on their responsibilities too. I was so positive at the beginning of this week but I feel like I'm going to have nothing once college is finished.
The thought of getting a job and going to work is just terrifying and I don't think I will be able to do it. I worry that I'm going to let everybody I know down because of this. I've already let people down by decided not to go to university yet, and that was due to panic. I don't want to sit in my house day in day out and do nothing because my confidence will plummet but I just don't think I can face going into the workplace. I feel like they won't be sympathetic and why should they? I'm really down at the moment cos I feel like this is never going to end. I feel like my life is over at 17 and I know that's pretty dramatic but what's the point of being here if this is how I'm gonna feel
Anyway, thanks for reading this. Just needed to vent,
Helen
I have had a good week, not been too anxious and just been enjoying my time off college. However the past couple of days its been creeping back and I don't know why. I know that I'm back at college on Monday and that makes me anxious, I also know I have a ton of work to do which feels like its never going to get done. I also have friends who are really behind on work and I feel pressure to help them. I want to help them but I feel like I'm having to take on their responsibilities too. I was so positive at the beginning of this week but I feel like I'm going to have nothing once college is finished.
The thought of getting a job and going to work is just terrifying and I don't think I will be able to do it. I worry that I'm going to let everybody I know down because of this. I've already let people down by decided not to go to university yet, and that was due to panic. I don't want to sit in my house day in day out and do nothing because my confidence will plummet but I just don't think I can face going into the workplace. I feel like they won't be sympathetic and why should they? I'm really down at the moment cos I feel like this is never going to end. I feel like my life is over at 17 and I know that's pretty dramatic but what's the point of being here if this is how I'm gonna feel
Anyway, thanks for reading this. Just needed to vent,
Helen