rapidhopeloss
23-04-12, 17:44
I'm not sure I have experienced this before so I thought I would ask on here,ok I'll try to explain as best I can..
I am very irritable, Probably due to the fact that I am battling with anxiety,but I am very irritable and unhappy....My mind is going none stop, 24/7...I get horrible intrusive thoughts of harming others etc and I get like errm, Urges? sometimes, to shout or scream abuse.......Or I think, "what if I start shouting now?" and then I worry why am I even thinking about this?
I just, I feel so on edge and worried all the time,incase I hit out at somebody! or hurt somebody...
And I am just so stressed and so unhappy,and snappy,I haven't snapped at anybody but I feel like doing it and that worries me as I don't understand why :(
In the morning when I get up, my mum is always so happy and chatty etc and sometimes it really annoys me, and I don't know why as I love my mum...everything just seems to be getting ontop of me,it's like i have PMT kinda,but I don't.
I Just feel so scared incase I snap, or hurt somebody...or, I don't know! Half the time I don't know why I am scared. Does this make sense?
It probably doesn't...it doesn't to me anyway :S
I am very irritable, Probably due to the fact that I am battling with anxiety,but I am very irritable and unhappy....My mind is going none stop, 24/7...I get horrible intrusive thoughts of harming others etc and I get like errm, Urges? sometimes, to shout or scream abuse.......Or I think, "what if I start shouting now?" and then I worry why am I even thinking about this?
I just, I feel so on edge and worried all the time,incase I hit out at somebody! or hurt somebody...
And I am just so stressed and so unhappy,and snappy,I haven't snapped at anybody but I feel like doing it and that worries me as I don't understand why :(
In the morning when I get up, my mum is always so happy and chatty etc and sometimes it really annoys me, and I don't know why as I love my mum...everything just seems to be getting ontop of me,it's like i have PMT kinda,but I don't.
I Just feel so scared incase I snap, or hurt somebody...or, I don't know! Half the time I don't know why I am scared. Does this make sense?
It probably doesn't...it doesn't to me anyway :S