julynn
29-04-12, 15:08
hi im new to this site have been suffering HA since july last year when i became ill with bowel problem i got really poorly.
i have diverticular disease and a polyp removed which i convinced my self i had bowel cancer which my grandma passed away from 4 years ago.and since then im in constant fear that im going to die and leave my babies.i lost my mum when i was 23 due to depression and alcoholism i have lost a few ppl close to me.
i have been to the docs loads of times over different things. she has referred me to a councillor which will take up to 12 weeks after my initial assessment.
my recent health issue. i have been having a constant pain under my right rib and travels to the left:scared15: also back ache i feel constantly tense.she has done a liver blood test which im awaiting the results. and has made an app for an ultra sound in 2 weeks of my abdomen she thinks it could be gallstones.
im in constant panic that there is something really wrong with me and i work myself up to the point where i get palpation's :(
i just really need some reassurance i really can't cope with this constant fear everyday.
i just want to be back to being me without this constant fear :(
i have diverticular disease and a polyp removed which i convinced my self i had bowel cancer which my grandma passed away from 4 years ago.and since then im in constant fear that im going to die and leave my babies.i lost my mum when i was 23 due to depression and alcoholism i have lost a few ppl close to me.
i have been to the docs loads of times over different things. she has referred me to a councillor which will take up to 12 weeks after my initial assessment.
my recent health issue. i have been having a constant pain under my right rib and travels to the left:scared15: also back ache i feel constantly tense.she has done a liver blood test which im awaiting the results. and has made an app for an ultra sound in 2 weeks of my abdomen she thinks it could be gallstones.
im in constant panic that there is something really wrong with me and i work myself up to the point where i get palpation's :(
i just really need some reassurance i really can't cope with this constant fear everyday.
i just want to be back to being me without this constant fear :(