gemjones85
18-05-12, 21:58
Hi
Just wanted to vent my feelings really. Ive suffered with PND and HA for 3 years - since my 2nd son was born, i have 18 month twins too and a 7 year old....
anyway my partner has become bad on cocaine and alcohol over the last 2 years (he takes all weekend- he thinks working all week justifies this) but its then the "comedown" to deal with, which with 4 boys is pretty exhausting. He doesnt help and understand what im going through, basically just says im a "crank", he takes advantage of my very good nature...... But tonight ive actually thrown him out! kept all his wages and turned the phone off!
Any advice on how to stay strong, last time i done this i had a total meltdown and its not fair on my children.... i dont know what i want - well Ive tried talking and had numerous promises made... only to be broken.
Just wanted to vent my feelings really. Ive suffered with PND and HA for 3 years - since my 2nd son was born, i have 18 month twins too and a 7 year old....
anyway my partner has become bad on cocaine and alcohol over the last 2 years (he takes all weekend- he thinks working all week justifies this) but its then the "comedown" to deal with, which with 4 boys is pretty exhausting. He doesnt help and understand what im going through, basically just says im a "crank", he takes advantage of my very good nature...... But tonight ive actually thrown him out! kept all his wages and turned the phone off!
Any advice on how to stay strong, last time i done this i had a total meltdown and its not fair on my children.... i dont know what i want - well Ive tried talking and had numerous promises made... only to be broken.