wantmylifeback
24-05-12, 18:49
Im very unsure as to what on earth os wrong with me, still trying to give it a name, it all started about a year and a half ago going to see KOL i ended up ill, diarrhea and vomiting, not sure what it was but as we were on a roadtrip we had to stop several times in public toilets etc and it was embarrassing, since then i have had several trips to hospital, stomach pains, colonoscopy, scans, blood tests and finally they settled on ibs, i have had cbt to try and resolve the panic attacks that it brings, it feels like im going to soil myself, and it feels like the more i try to understand this the worse it gets, my partner wants to get married and i know i could never make it down the aisle as i would either be ill or beside myself, i wanr my life back, i want to enjoy myself im becoming house bound, what the hell is wrong with me!!!!