losin
28-05-12, 13:56
last week life was going so so well. oddly enough i thought it was going really well and wondered what would happen if something went wrong. i was confident i could meet any challenge head on and it wouldn't worry me but i was wrong.
on thursday i told a kid off for throwing stones at my 8 year old daughter and his mother started screaming and threatening me and even tried to punch me. i reported the incident to the police and they agreed not to visit her unless anything else happens but i've been in a heightened state of anxiety every since.
i have ocd and i'm waiting for this to kick off because of the general anxiety.
my husband is bi-polar and he's in a worse state than i am at the moment - not sleeping at night, stomach problems etc. i also had some really bad news on friday night but i can't tell my husband about it as he just won't be able to cope with it. my grown up daughter knows about the news, so i've shared with someone but it still keeps hitting me like a brick in the face.
i wish there was a pill we could both take to make the feelings of fear go away, but then i guess that's what everyone on here wishes for at one time or another.
nobody need reply to my post - i'm putting it on the board so i can see my feelings for myself and hopefully look back at this post in the future and wonder what on earth i was scared of.
losin xxxxxx:scared10::sofa::secret:
on thursday i told a kid off for throwing stones at my 8 year old daughter and his mother started screaming and threatening me and even tried to punch me. i reported the incident to the police and they agreed not to visit her unless anything else happens but i've been in a heightened state of anxiety every since.
i have ocd and i'm waiting for this to kick off because of the general anxiety.
my husband is bi-polar and he's in a worse state than i am at the moment - not sleeping at night, stomach problems etc. i also had some really bad news on friday night but i can't tell my husband about it as he just won't be able to cope with it. my grown up daughter knows about the news, so i've shared with someone but it still keeps hitting me like a brick in the face.
i wish there was a pill we could both take to make the feelings of fear go away, but then i guess that's what everyone on here wishes for at one time or another.
nobody need reply to my post - i'm putting it on the board so i can see my feelings for myself and hopefully look back at this post in the future and wonder what on earth i was scared of.
losin xxxxxx:scared10::sofa::secret: