June83
01-06-12, 07:26
Gah I knew my calm, happy new person was a fluke! Yesterday I noticed I was back under a cloud of depression again. This morning I am on the verge of a panic attack - hmm may this have something to do with the job interview I have in three hours!! I was relying on the tablets to get me through it! The problem is everyone thinks I should be able to ace it accept for me of course! Ok breathe nothing bad is going to happen!!!! Why am I so panicy!!!! Hopefully once the interview is over and I have once again self sabotaged myself my tablets will start working again! Enough now. Enough freaking out! Calm and professional- just keep breathing!