Elle-Kay
04-06-12, 04:05
Is anyone online right now? I'm having a really hard time. My safe place - my home - has been invaded, by my panic :( I've been so "good" for the past two years, but a combination of building problems at work + my mum/sister going overseas on holiday today (they are my rocks - I need them, and couldn't bear anything to happen to them!) I've been panicking on and off since 10pm and haven't yet slept a wink. I can't even bring myself to lie down, as it means I have fewer distractions at my disposal. My husband is in bed - I sent him there because I thought I could cope better on concentrating on getting through this on my own. This home has always been my safe haven, and I'm terrified that that has been ruined and I don't have anywhere that I'm safe now :(
I don't know what I'm asking for; I haven't logged on here in such a long time and feel like a bit of a fraud to come back now, when I'm desperate, but I couldn't help it, and I hope that you'll forgive me.
I don't know what I'm asking for; I haven't logged on here in such a long time and feel like a bit of a fraud to come back now, when I'm desperate, but I couldn't help it, and I hope that you'll forgive me.