socij
04-06-12, 07:44
Hi I'm Sian and as you can probably guess I have an anxiety disorder, well, more than just one. I have GAD, OCD, phobias and social anxiety. I have had it all my life partly from my family history and partly from my past. I've gotten so bad that I couldn't graduate high school and I can't hold down a job. I'm in therapy, but I figured this site might help too. My biggest fear is that I will always be this way, seeing as I've been struggling with it for years and years... It's been really hard.
Oh, and I've been on all sorts of medications and have multiple therapists (the one I have now is finally starting me on CBT, so that's good) I'm 18 right now, soon to be 19 and I'm captain caution and super sympathetic. I LOATH spiders, but I can't kill them because I feel too bad about it. :P I have a hard time with people cause I'm so worried for them and about offending them, and I typically will do anything I can to help someone or something. I'm a little crazy, but some of that I do like about myself. =]
Oh, and I've been on all sorts of medications and have multiple therapists (the one I have now is finally starting me on CBT, so that's good) I'm 18 right now, soon to be 19 and I'm captain caution and super sympathetic. I LOATH spiders, but I can't kill them because I feel too bad about it. :P I have a hard time with people cause I'm so worried for them and about offending them, and I typically will do anything I can to help someone or something. I'm a little crazy, but some of that I do like about myself. =]