loverblesarah
13-06-12, 09:47
Hi, i'm Sarah I've just turned 21 and got a little boy who's 4 in 15 days.
Since a young age I've always been a worrier, i used to look at my mum and dad and think i don't want them to die.
Since about 2008 after having my son I've started worrying a lot thinking if i die hes not going to have a mum.
Since last year its got worse, i stopped at my mums house for a week and would ring for a taxi at 3am in morning to A&E cause id be up worrying, sweating, having panic attacks and thinking i'm going to die in my sleep cause i couldn't breath properly... had chest x rays, ecg, bloods, sugar levels e.t.c done all fine.
Went my dads house and started worrying, felt short of breath, hot, dizzy, felt like i'm going to die, my legs felt weird basically had to drag my legs.
It got that bad when i rang doctors they would know my name and where i live e.t.c cause i kept going in.
Over the past year ive been on, citalapram, proponolol, diazepam, e.t.c
And im now on 30mg mirtazapine and 10mg amitriptyline.
Its got a lot better since but I've started going doctors a bit more again...
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Through the day or when i'm active i'm OK but when it comes to night and i'm alone i get some sort of head pressure its so hard to explain.
it feels like i can feel only a little part of my head (normally the back in the middle or left or right) and not the rest.
I've been doctors he said its anxiety but i'm not convinced hes looked in my eyes with torch, hes told me to grab his wrists and pull him away/towards me, told me to stand on tip toes.
He said hes not sending me for a scan there's no point he knows it'll come back fine.
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I cant watch sad films
Cant watch news
Scared to talk to some people in case they make me more worried.
Since a young age I've always been a worrier, i used to look at my mum and dad and think i don't want them to die.
Since about 2008 after having my son I've started worrying a lot thinking if i die hes not going to have a mum.
Since last year its got worse, i stopped at my mums house for a week and would ring for a taxi at 3am in morning to A&E cause id be up worrying, sweating, having panic attacks and thinking i'm going to die in my sleep cause i couldn't breath properly... had chest x rays, ecg, bloods, sugar levels e.t.c done all fine.
Went my dads house and started worrying, felt short of breath, hot, dizzy, felt like i'm going to die, my legs felt weird basically had to drag my legs.
It got that bad when i rang doctors they would know my name and where i live e.t.c cause i kept going in.
Over the past year ive been on, citalapram, proponolol, diazepam, e.t.c
And im now on 30mg mirtazapine and 10mg amitriptyline.
Its got a lot better since but I've started going doctors a bit more again...
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Through the day or when i'm active i'm OK but when it comes to night and i'm alone i get some sort of head pressure its so hard to explain.
it feels like i can feel only a little part of my head (normally the back in the middle or left or right) and not the rest.
I've been doctors he said its anxiety but i'm not convinced hes looked in my eyes with torch, hes told me to grab his wrists and pull him away/towards me, told me to stand on tip toes.
He said hes not sending me for a scan there's no point he knows it'll come back fine.
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I cant watch sad films
Cant watch news
Scared to talk to some people in case they make me more worried.