violet33
25-06-12, 03:21
Hi, I have posted in health anxiety due to mild headaches which I was fearing was tumor, but I know it isn't , but I felt I should post here also, because this does cause panic attacks & anxiety. I feel so much that I honestly don't know how I function. I do but it's like I'm on automatic, just going thru the motions. I live in U.S. in NYC & am on disability due to severe anxiety because I can't work. I'm very much alone. I live with ex due to $ reasons only& dont like it but have no choice. I watch two and a half yr old grandson Mondays & Wednesday's & I love him , but find it very hard. I'm just not up to it emotionally, but if I don't do it, my daughter would lose her job which would be very bad, so u see, I'm under a lot of pressure. My anxiety began about 20 years ago. I'm now 55. I need an outlet. I feel trapped, lonely & very anxious.