Children_of_God
14-07-06, 19:35
hi everyone, only me again, hope ur all ok. i'm feeling pretty crappy today, feel really hard to breathe n proper like i'm going to stop :( i need some advice, there's so much going on right now and i'm not sure what to do, so any body that can be bothered to read this and offer any advice you've got i'd really appreciate.
I KNOW IT'S ALOT BUT PLEASE HELP!!!
ok here we go: the 1st thing is my boyfriend ok, really it's all to do with my boyrfriend but there's three different reasons why. the 1st one is my anxiety, he's having a really hard time coping with it, and so am i, i dont kno how to make it easie for him witthout making it harder on myself. the second thing is debt, he's got a few debts, from b4 we got together, n one of them is council tax but because i was living here too i've got them chsing me too and saying they're gonna take my belongings even tho my half of the council tax was paid. and the last thing is my religious beliefs. i've always had a very strong belief in god but i want to try and follow my beliefes more and i've told him i don't want sex before marriage and now he doesnt kno if he wants to be with me. he thinks u cant have passion and intamacy without sex!!! and it would make hi feel worthless and not loved. but i got to follow my beliefes. and now he's saying he doesnt want me to pay his debts (which i have 2 for us to stay here) and he doesnt kno if he can handle my beliefes. i think he wants to break up and for me to move out. but id have a hard time getting a house as im 20 n would need a garantoor, and how would i get to the new house because i have monophobia, plus i need himm around cos of monophobia so how the heck would i cope living on my own. and plus, as for his debts, he wants to do a runner and go into hiding until he can afford to pay them which means the council tax would come after ME any way because id be the only one theyd know where they was. i dont kno what to do, im so stressed and confused and don't know how to handle this. *sughs *cries *sighs again. michelle xxx.
I KNOW IT'S ALOT BUT PLEASE HELP!!!
ok here we go: the 1st thing is my boyfriend ok, really it's all to do with my boyrfriend but there's three different reasons why. the 1st one is my anxiety, he's having a really hard time coping with it, and so am i, i dont kno how to make it easie for him witthout making it harder on myself. the second thing is debt, he's got a few debts, from b4 we got together, n one of them is council tax but because i was living here too i've got them chsing me too and saying they're gonna take my belongings even tho my half of the council tax was paid. and the last thing is my religious beliefs. i've always had a very strong belief in god but i want to try and follow my beliefes more and i've told him i don't want sex before marriage and now he doesnt kno if he wants to be with me. he thinks u cant have passion and intamacy without sex!!! and it would make hi feel worthless and not loved. but i got to follow my beliefes. and now he's saying he doesnt want me to pay his debts (which i have 2 for us to stay here) and he doesnt kno if he can handle my beliefes. i think he wants to break up and for me to move out. but id have a hard time getting a house as im 20 n would need a garantoor, and how would i get to the new house because i have monophobia, plus i need himm around cos of monophobia so how the heck would i cope living on my own. and plus, as for his debts, he wants to do a runner and go into hiding until he can afford to pay them which means the council tax would come after ME any way because id be the only one theyd know where they was. i dont kno what to do, im so stressed and confused and don't know how to handle this. *sughs *cries *sighs again. michelle xxx.