R.Barratt
05-07-12, 17:41
Hello guys :)
I used to go to fair grounds and amusement parks I used to love all the big scary rides.
But since my anxiety I haven't been able to even think about going to a place like that because off all the people and pressure to enjoy yourself and do everything your friends doing.
I went today because it was free and for my boyfriends sake. I was planning on just going counting the hours down keeping a fake smile on my face until its all over. However I really suprised myself and felt like my own person again. Enjoying myself. Laughing with friends. And beeing able to laugh at myself and not be so serious.
It may seem like such a small thing but a few months ago I wouldn't have been able to enjoy myself or physicallly even go there. I have improved so much. I just hope it continues fingers crossed xxx
I used to go to fair grounds and amusement parks I used to love all the big scary rides.
But since my anxiety I haven't been able to even think about going to a place like that because off all the people and pressure to enjoy yourself and do everything your friends doing.
I went today because it was free and for my boyfriends sake. I was planning on just going counting the hours down keeping a fake smile on my face until its all over. However I really suprised myself and felt like my own person again. Enjoying myself. Laughing with friends. And beeing able to laugh at myself and not be so serious.
It may seem like such a small thing but a few months ago I wouldn't have been able to enjoy myself or physicallly even go there. I have improved so much. I just hope it continues fingers crossed xxx