relika
06-07-12, 00:43
It is 1.30 AM, not sure if I even slept before, and I had a major scare. When I got home from my bf I did some house chores, then went to relax in front of the television for a bit. There I had this irritating cough, I felt like I wanted to cough up mucus, but couldn't. That's when the shortness of breath started. It freaks me out. It was still there when I went to bed, still here now. In the meantime I panicked and had to somehow get a grip on myself again. Feeling you're going crazy, fast heart rate, immensely hot, shaking, you know the feeling.. :(
I've toyed with calling the night doctor, calling my boyfriend. He has a big day tomorrow, so I refrained from doing so. My panic has subsided luckily, and now there's just the shortness of breath and a prickly feeling in my throat now and then. I have hay fever, but I never felt this way before. I'm not sure what asthma feels like, but I suspect it could be that. Or pure stress (I heard last week that I'll lose my job in December, I had a second job interview yesterday and awaiting the dreaded/anticipated phone call)
I think I'm going to try to sleep again now. I hope I feel better tomorrow.
I've toyed with calling the night doctor, calling my boyfriend. He has a big day tomorrow, so I refrained from doing so. My panic has subsided luckily, and now there's just the shortness of breath and a prickly feeling in my throat now and then. I have hay fever, but I never felt this way before. I'm not sure what asthma feels like, but I suspect it could be that. Or pure stress (I heard last week that I'll lose my job in December, I had a second job interview yesterday and awaiting the dreaded/anticipated phone call)
I think I'm going to try to sleep again now. I hope I feel better tomorrow.