wiskersonkittens
06-07-12, 17:01
Dear Friends --
I am starting to become afraid. Normally I suffer severe anxiety, but I have had a shift in the last couple of weeks where I am on a high of feeling happy, being around others that make me happy. Thus, I know I have not been taking care of myself like I should. I know there have been times I have only eaten once a day and I am not sleeping well. It actually is such a nice change emotionally, but I am losing a lot of weight. I guess this could be due to "explained" weight loss rather than me eating and eating and eating and losing. But, I don't like it. I sometimes even feel I have a lump in my throat so I have been worried about esophogeal cancer, and now any cancer. I do get hungry, and I have been trying to eat more the last day or two and I just feel a little nauseated after and then have to burp. I keep thinking and hoping this is all emotionally driven because there has been a good change in my life (I obviously can't handle it! ha!) but I just wanted to get your thoughts.
I do have an appointment with my doctor next Tuesday to discuss this, but I just needed someone to talk to about this between now and then. Thank you!
I am starting to become afraid. Normally I suffer severe anxiety, but I have had a shift in the last couple of weeks where I am on a high of feeling happy, being around others that make me happy. Thus, I know I have not been taking care of myself like I should. I know there have been times I have only eaten once a day and I am not sleeping well. It actually is such a nice change emotionally, but I am losing a lot of weight. I guess this could be due to "explained" weight loss rather than me eating and eating and eating and losing. But, I don't like it. I sometimes even feel I have a lump in my throat so I have been worried about esophogeal cancer, and now any cancer. I do get hungry, and I have been trying to eat more the last day or two and I just feel a little nauseated after and then have to burp. I keep thinking and hoping this is all emotionally driven because there has been a good change in my life (I obviously can't handle it! ha!) but I just wanted to get your thoughts.
I do have an appointment with my doctor next Tuesday to discuss this, but I just needed someone to talk to about this between now and then. Thank you!