ell1877
14-07-12, 17:26
Hi again
I've recently received the results of my smear test and it came back borderline changes but tested negative for hpv which is obviously good they don't want to see me again for 3 years hmmm
Logical thinking this is good as they are obviously not concerned and the cells could go back to normal all is good
My thinking with the help of ha
Oh no that's it I've been given a death sentence the cells will multiply there won't be anything they can do to help me
I won't see my children grow up
I've even been through different scenarios about what's going to happen as the illness progresses
For god sake it's really getting to me I went to see my doctor and at the time it helped
But for every positive thought there's 10 negative that I come up with
It's like I'm fighting constantly with myself and it's hanging over me that I've been told the worst
I can't cope with it is it really as bad as I'm thinking or am I getting myself so worked up
I've started getting panic attacks n crying for no reason
Please help me xx
I've recently received the results of my smear test and it came back borderline changes but tested negative for hpv which is obviously good they don't want to see me again for 3 years hmmm
Logical thinking this is good as they are obviously not concerned and the cells could go back to normal all is good
My thinking with the help of ha
Oh no that's it I've been given a death sentence the cells will multiply there won't be anything they can do to help me
I won't see my children grow up
I've even been through different scenarios about what's going to happen as the illness progresses
For god sake it's really getting to me I went to see my doctor and at the time it helped
But for every positive thought there's 10 negative that I come up with
It's like I'm fighting constantly with myself and it's hanging over me that I've been told the worst
I can't cope with it is it really as bad as I'm thinking or am I getting myself so worked up
I've started getting panic attacks n crying for no reason
Please help me xx