shadowplay
20-07-12, 21:33
i'm feeling pretty low right now. I just called my boss and explained that I needed to take a month off due to my overwhelming anxiety issues. Now I'm afriad I'm going to end up hiding in my house making it worse but the thought of working was more than I can put my head around. The financial aspect also has me a bit worried being that I'm alone, except for my cat.
On top of that, the guys I've been seeing for the past 3 and a half years acted distant yesterday at the pub (the only place I can escape my anxiety) and I keep playing that over in my head.
Wish I could stop caring so much about everyone else and care a bit about myself once in awhile...:unsure:
On top of that, the guys I've been seeing for the past 3 and a half years acted distant yesterday at the pub (the only place I can escape my anxiety) and I keep playing that over in my head.
Wish I could stop caring so much about everyone else and care a bit about myself once in awhile...:unsure: