Lucy36
20-07-06, 14:38
Hi all [^]
Im not one for posting as yous probably know.. but ive been doing so well recently.. things are on the up for me now.. and know matter im gonna try and keep it this way. [:X]
firstly i really dont know where the panic attacks have went to, im getting out every day now and im getting further and further away myself..i still get a bit anxious but i can handle that instead of panic attacks. god next minute i;ll be in america or somewhere. lol..
anyway secondly ive actually went ahead and done it, ive booked my practical driving test for the 24th august at 10.44. i know weird time but thats the time i sit it.. i try not to think about it coz i start to get a bit anxious but hey i will go for it.. my partner bought me a car so i have to pass.
thirdly ive got a new house. im moving out of this flat into a semi-detached 2 gardens up and down stairs. i get my keys tomorrow.. im all excited coz ive been going through hell here with neighbours.. my son thomas has been getting badly bullied recently and all the kids are really wild here.. so i pushed and pushed to get out.. my other half is all excited to. infact i couldnt believe it wen he said to me maybe this time next year there might be pittar patter feet going around (PANIC NOW) lol.. if it happens it happens let nature take its course..[:o)]
I still have my off days with depression setting in a bit. but not as bad as what it used to be. i know what i can do to beat it now and thats just grab my dog and son and just go for long walks, doing deep breathing and when i get back i feel hundred times better than before i went out.
I wont be on here for a while at some point next week for a good while.. im gonna take a break from the PC. i;ll have enough to do anyway with the move and everything and im look into getting a part time job. but i do wish everyone and i mean everyone all the best on here. think positive coz if i can beat this anyone can..
take care all
lucy xxxxxxx
Im not one for posting as yous probably know.. but ive been doing so well recently.. things are on the up for me now.. and know matter im gonna try and keep it this way. [:X]
firstly i really dont know where the panic attacks have went to, im getting out every day now and im getting further and further away myself..i still get a bit anxious but i can handle that instead of panic attacks. god next minute i;ll be in america or somewhere. lol..
anyway secondly ive actually went ahead and done it, ive booked my practical driving test for the 24th august at 10.44. i know weird time but thats the time i sit it.. i try not to think about it coz i start to get a bit anxious but hey i will go for it.. my partner bought me a car so i have to pass.
thirdly ive got a new house. im moving out of this flat into a semi-detached 2 gardens up and down stairs. i get my keys tomorrow.. im all excited coz ive been going through hell here with neighbours.. my son thomas has been getting badly bullied recently and all the kids are really wild here.. so i pushed and pushed to get out.. my other half is all excited to. infact i couldnt believe it wen he said to me maybe this time next year there might be pittar patter feet going around (PANIC NOW) lol.. if it happens it happens let nature take its course..[:o)]
I still have my off days with depression setting in a bit. but not as bad as what it used to be. i know what i can do to beat it now and thats just grab my dog and son and just go for long walks, doing deep breathing and when i get back i feel hundred times better than before i went out.
I wont be on here for a while at some point next week for a good while.. im gonna take a break from the PC. i;ll have enough to do anyway with the move and everything and im look into getting a part time job. but i do wish everyone and i mean everyone all the best on here. think positive coz if i can beat this anyone can..
take care all
lucy xxxxxxx